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Here It Is, Monday

Beautiful pic of Annie with Padre Tomas at Veranda time, August 2019. (photographer unknown)

The Story of General Patton’s Prayer sent in to us by our Padre Tomas:

“Many stories of heroism, devotion to duty, and faith have come out of the Battle of the Bulge that was fought 75 years ago this month. One of the most enduring of these stories is of Patton’s prayer.

In December 1944 the Allies, while sure to win the War in Europe against Germany, were in trouble. The Battle of the Hurtgen Forest, the longest engagement ever fought by the U.S. Army, was still raging and the Allies’ advance to Germany was proceeding extremely slowly due to bad weather and stretched supply lines.

The German Army, for the first time since Frederick the Great, launched a major winter offensive. In Germany, the battle was called the Ardennes Counteroffensive but it became popularly known as the Battle of the Bulge and the goal was to split the Western Allied armies so that they would sue for a separate peace with Germany. The Germans were initially successful in the counterattack and the Allies were hampered by poor weather even before the offensive began.

To combat the cold weather Lieutenant General George S. Patton, Commander of the Third United States Army, called in Third Army Chaplain Msgr. Francis O’Neill. Patton told Chaplain O’Neill to compose a prayer for fair weather for battle. In an hour, Chaplain O’Neill completed a tough theological task and came up with a Biblically appropriate prayer to match the General’s request. The prayer read:

“Almighty and most merciful Father, we humbly beseech Thee, of Thy great goodness, to restrain these immoderate rains with which we have had to contend. Grant us fair weather for Battle. Graciously hearken to us as soldiers who call Thee that, armed with Thy power, we may advance from victory to victory, and crush the oppression and wickedness of our enemies, and establish Thy justice among men and nations. Amen.”

Patton loved the prayer and had it distributed as the first portion of a two part Christmas greeting that he had sent to the Third Army. The second, Christmas message read:
“To each officer and soldier in the Third United States Army, I wish a Merry Christmas. I have full confidence in your courage, devotion to duty, and skill in battle. We march in our might to complete victory. May God’s blessings rest upon each of you on this Christmas Day.
G.S. Patton, Jr. Lieutenant General, Commanding, Third United States Army.”

Not long after the prayer was written and distributed, the Third Army began to pray in greater intensity. The weather began to get better and, the day after Christmas, Patton’s Army reached the famed 101st Airborne Division whom had been surrounded and valiantly defending the city of Bastogne, Belgium. While still more battles were to be fought, the Germany offensive was on its way to defeat.

The prayer of the Third Army, commissioned by General Patton, is a strong reminder of the power of prayer and also shows the boldness of an Army seeking God’s assistance in battle; not for vengeance but to establish His justice among men and nations. It is hard to imagine that such a prayer would not be quashed in the present day; not by the enemy on the field of battle, but rather crushed by the forces of political correctness.

Such leaders as General Patton, while often rocking the boat, are important in any organization especially one as resistant to change, and in need of prayer, as our beloved Army. As MSGR James O’Neill, who composed Patton’s Prayer, said about the General, “He had all the traits of military leadership, fortified by genuine trust in God, intense love of country, and high faith In the American soldier. He had no use for half-measures.”

There is much to be gained from Patton’s Prayer and may his message from 75 years ago this month continue to be a guide for United States forces throughout the world, this Christmas season and always, to victory.”

OK, back to the seriousness of our week. Time to do your duty and all that. Ooh, Wednesday is my scan at the Institute. Yike, I need to get all my tumors rounded up and off to the barber shop for haircuts. And maybe I will pick up a bunch of matching bow ties. That group can look so straglely left to their own devices. I have to have them all standing at attention and looking sharp for Dr Gold’s inspection.

But that is Wednesday, a ways away. Today we are aware that we are still in the darkness waiting patiently for a few more days for the solstice. As the morning dawns here right now the gray overcast has a strange pink glow to it. There must be a flaming sunrise that we just can’t see directly. Those two things sound strangely parallel. We know that important things are happening but we can’t see them plainly.

My Rebecca is up to answer the call of substitute teaching. The school secretary just called looking for last minute help. Ah, Monday morning during cold season, here we are.

Mary Margaret, my old pilgrimage buddy, commented on the recent post We Go On. She had a good friend die of cancer and the post spoke to her when she needed it. Just so glad to be of service here at the IPad. But we do go on and that is important.

Walking in a few minutes. The trail remains dry and easily walked. The feeders need constant filling is the main theme these days. We must be attracting birds and critters from miles around.

Time to get my Monday started and off the ground. Stuff to do galore.

alperfect as always loves, Felipé.

Blessing The Baby

Heart’s Oratorio by Mary Oaks. (photo by Phil Volker)

I just, I just fatfingered my unfinished post into oblivion. Yea, just like that, where did it go? If we could figure out the answer to that we could probably make a bunch of bucks hey? Rewriting is such a exercise in patience. Part of my problem is that I am trying to write this while watching the Seahawks game. Now waiting for halftime to take another run at it.

Ah there, halftime, I’m not much of a multitasker I guess. But what I wanted to tell you about was that this morning was the blessing of the Baby Jesus. Well, that Baby Jesus that is in your manger scene in your living room or perhaps if you are really gung ho your front lawn. Pretty sweet little ceremony.

As usual I am a day late and a dollar short on this. I have yet to wade into the attic to find our manger setup. But I am determined to make that happen.

Speaking of Christmas, just yesterday received a present of a signed copy of Heart’s Oratorio from author Mary Oak. She was here walking last Tuesday. I am getting some real winners to fatten up my winter reading pile. Think I told you about this book the other day. I will include a pic of the cover.

So, we have a walk and tapas later today. Come by when you have had enough football or cookie making. And no rain this afternoon, promise.

bless the baby loves, Felipé.

We Go On

William going on.
(photo by one of his party)

I almost didn’t go to my Bible Guys class today as I wasn’t feeling my best. But that would have been a mistake. It is always worthwhile to hang out with my guys. And today was a special meeting with the two Vashon classes consolidated to hear our overall leader Art Kopicky who came in from the mainland.

He came on his own initiative to help us with our grief with David our departed member. It was totally necessary and welcomed in the vacuum that has been left by David’s exit. What came out of the confab to me was the need to intentionally fill that void. To do it in a manner that strengthens the group and it’s members and that more fully covers our needs in our time ahead.

Group dynamic stuff in action. I know that doesn’t concern all of you but it was a big deal with me lately and you might find yourself in a similar situation. Deaths change things and as we get older we are somehow more aware of this. We need to navigate through this without having it get us down.

Well, enough of that but we do know about going on. That is what we do, we go on, we find a way to go on. If there is no way we create a way. And if that doesn’t work we pretend that we are going on, trusting that God will fill in the blanks.

Yes, pilgrims go on loves, Felipé.

Almost The Weekend

Terry Hershey’s latest. ( photo by Phil Volker)

In Downton Abbey the old grandmother had a great question that summed up the whole series for me. The occasion was some sort of uprising by the staff when they were advocating for a weekend off and she asked, “What’s a weekend?” But we know what a weekend is, not that it is as important as it once was before working on computers and flextime and all that revolution.

I went to church last night for the celebration of the Feast of the Lady of Guadalupe. It was rather subdued compared to celebrations other years but sweet none the less. I do enjoy the Mexican families and this is one of their big events.

Back to Caminoheads news, someone asked about the dates for the 2020 Veranda celebration. Let me put those down here and they are August 21-24th. Some folks have already included themselves. Cris from Buenos Aires is in and also Steve Watkins and possibly Dana Watkins from Arkansas. And I plan on being there. So, that is all a great start!

But we have a lot of living in the present to do before August. Speaking of which, author and speaker Terry Hershey was here to spend the evening. He has a new book out which he kindly left a copy for us. It is entitled This is the Life – Mindfulness, Finding Grace and the Power of the Present Moment. Yea, I am just in it a few pages as of the moment but will talk about as I go.

I am really late on this post today. I had some problem with the new computer earlier but Catherine helped me straighten that out. I am pretty darn helpless on my own with technology but that is what friends are for.

OK, time for dinner with My Rebecca. Keep going, it is worth the effort.

dinner time loves, Felipé.

Wrestling With Your Opponents

William wrestling with impatience. (photo by William Hayes)

I took up this sport of wrestling as a freshman in high school because there was no boxing handy. Bullies abounded back then and roamed freely. It was a way to turn the tide on them that was important to me. And I spent three years doing that til I discovered girls.

Our son Wiley wrestled for thirteen years, all through the various levels up through high school. He knows more about it than I ever will but I learned a lot by watching him. The basic object of the sport is to control the opponent. Making the opponent extremely uncomfortable in the process is common but hurting him or her is never allowed. That is important to understand.

What is important today for us is that there are notions and techniques that are valuable that I find myself using in my daily bouts with my cancer for one and with my own personal nightmares. I don’t quite know if I can articulate these at the moment but never the less they exist. And perhaps I won’t worry about explanations but will just table that for now and tackle that when I have more energy.

I am walking in a few moments. Not raining yet although it is supposed to at some point soon. Thanks for coming along today.

A new day loves, Felipé.

Night And Day

Where is she when you need her?

I got the Good, the Bad and the Uglies here lately. The good is that the new IPad seems a blessing even though I shed a tear when I had to turn in my old one. But you know I am crawling up the learning curve trying to figure out how to get the normal work done. Henna is coming over this morning to help out and give me a lesson.

Five years I have been hammering out the blog and other activities on my original machine so anything is going to feel weird and different even if better. But here I am giving it a go. And the new IPad is names Gigi after the Verizon consultant that gave us so much help yesterday. My Rebecca said that she was unflappable which is exactly what she needed to be to try and figure out the changeover of both my computer and new cell phone. Look out world Felipé is freshly wired!

And of course there is the Bad happening simultaneously. I think today is the anniversary of an event that happened when I was four years old. My Dad fresh back from fighting the war in the Pacific was involved in an industrial accident. Well, that is one way to say it or you could say he was involved in a robbery and injured in the process. This event was pivotal in my family history and I try to forget it’s exact date so not to memorialize it. Now it seems musty and a part of ancient history but at the time it was fresh and raw as could be.

I mention this because I am feeling it so and it is part of who I am. I am not all Cancer, Catholicism and Camino. We all are a big grab bag of stuff that forms who we are.

Over night I had a dream, a nightmare and I haven’t had many in my life, a handful. I’m lucky. I can’t bring myself to write the content of it but it was violent and some one stronger than I was forcing their will on me. Nasty. And on a little reflection I think that this Ugly dream was related to the Bad happening, sort of memorializing it.

I am telling you all this because it is all so fresh on my mind and it seems to overshadow every thing else. But fortunately I was able to talk myself through the worst of it. And I think that that is the redeeming nugget here and worth writing about.

This is in the dark overnight after the nightmare. I kept forcing my mind to think about God. Whenever it would stray I would quickly drag it back. And specifically I tried to imagine the moment of gazing at the face of God which no living man has seen. Seems crazy but I needed some strong medicine and that is what first came to mind. And it worked.

Well, almost 500 words so have to wrap it up for today. Life goes on. Thanks for putting up with me.

Striving for the Good loves, Felipé.

Twenty First Century Phil

Stay warm!

Here I am sitting on the ferry boat writing to you with my brand spanking new IPad. Just like that no muss no fuss. I could never do this in the past with my old setup but this new set up has wireless hookup. Man, too cool.

We wound up at the Verizon store and met Camino Angel Gigi who got me this new iPad mini and got me Henna’s old smart phone hooked up. She was a miracle worker. I am a new guy with my two new devices but beware probably slightly dangerous. Have a lot to figure out.

Well, here we are docking, will have to continue at home. OK, back to you from the red couch. We just had our Tuesday walk and now it is dark. Patti from the Institute stopped by along with her friend author Mary Oak. Mary wrote Heart’s Oratorio: One Woman’s Journey through Love, Death and Modern Medicine. Had a short but fruitful tapas session with them and My Rebecca.

Well, so happy to be here writing on a new machine. Her name is Gigi by the way, of course. I have to say that I had a tear in my eye when I gave up my trusty old IPad. But here I am with Gigi hammering out the blog just like old times.

So tomorrow, Terry Hershey with Sabbath Moment blog and friend Nancy will be here for dinner so the partying continues. Terry put in a request for venison so we are having pulled roast BBQ.

OK, time to get this out to you as it’s almost dinner time. It’s been a full long day. The best to you all.

new device loves, Felipé.

Conversation With Steve -O

Steve-O in the corn , last May here at Raven Ranch.

I have been getting my Steve-O time in during his visit. He is off again this afternoon to drive to Portland. We got the walk in yesterday on Phil’s Camino just the two of us. It was sort of a drizzly situation so it must have discouraged folks from coming out. But we persisted.

And last evening we had a few hours after the ill fated Seahawks game. Boy, that was one of their worst games ever. But in true heroic fashion one of the announcers did make a case for a team having a complete failure as this at this point in the season. The argument being that the resulting reshuffled could mean a way for them to peak at the right time in late season. OK, OK, but hard to watch.

Anyway we gabbed away with My Rebecca’s help on numerous topics. It was fun and up lifting. And I am sitting here trying to put my finger on the up lifting aspect of conversation with him. And this generally seems to be the case.

He has this funny notion that there’s are only 137 people in the world because we keep running into each other in various combinations and in various places. Never fails in his world that they show up. I think that is a sign of synchronicity. It is a very small world after all.

And this leads into the feeling that important or significant things can happen to me, to us. We are not all in a big vat of nameless humanity. We for whatever reason are sort of the chosen ones to which things of significance happen. Does that make sense? That is how he makes you feel when you talk with him. Conversation is elevated and life begins to have history to support it and a future to sustain it. We are buoyed by our own talk in a very real and special way.

It is very positive to have a feeling that good and interesting things don’t just happen to other people. You know those people that are always more deserving than we are, those people. But we could very well be those people, whose to say. At least we have to carry on like that.

I’m not saying that we put on aires or that we are self important or self righteous. It is just that we are making ourselves available to the universe. We finally realize that we are equal to it. That sounds a little crazy but it is how you feel when you engage with Steve-O. We definitely want him on the team.

OK, Monday needs to happen. Walking in a moment with people coming maybe. Time to go.

we are equal to it loves, Felipé.

The Second Sunday In Advent Here At Caminoheads

Aunt Charlotte’s trees look like they are waiting.

Time is moving along here in the darkness and bleakness. Well, it isn’t quite that bad. Father David talked about how this was the period of waiting. And as in all periods of waiting time doesn’t seem to move fast enough for us.

But I’m happy for if waiting is what I should be doing then I can do that OK. Waiting for the solstice like men and women have for millennia, yes, I can do that also. Waiting for the baby Jesus birthday celebration like so many for two thousand years now, yes, sign me up.

Steve-O our CNWBC is supposed to show up here any minute. He s always accompanied by his faithful dog Rasmus. And they are supposed to spend the night so we will have time to catch up. He is now living in Northern Oregon and it is closer so we could be seeing more of them.

Steve always wants me to have something for him to do when he is here and I think that I will get him to help me with this IPad. It is gettin so bad, the screen distortion and interference, that I have nothing to loose really. I saw a UTube recently about how to fix this fairly common problem and I think that with help it is worth a try. I have used this device everyday for over 5 years so I guess it really doesn’t owe me anything. It has gotten Caminoheads blog this far, pretty amazing.

OK, Seahawks game this evening, Sunday Night Football. I have been thinking about the “Hawks” and have some thoughts on their successful methods. It is worth a blog soon.

Alright, wait on campers, tis the season.

seasonal loves, Felipé.