Just ran out to take a pic of the moon setting and baby is it cold out there. Elk jammies saved me from freezing. Alright back on the red leather couch and blogging away with my bestests of friends.

I have to be outside working today so I guess I am stalling away here in the heat of the wood stove. Before I forget Nancy from Kansas City APOC showed Phil’s Camino at their last meeting, in the last few days and she said that it was a big hit. She also sent a “Follow the Yellow Brick Road” sign which I will find a place for on the trail, maybe out near our corn. The closest thing we got to Kansas. Thank you Nancy.

If you don’t mind I need to further my conversation along about my tumors, my gang. I was with them this morning again. And I’ll have to admit that I was kind of looking forward to it. You know, at first my meetings seemed weird but exciting, then they became more routine and now I look forward to them.

I came to a new realization that they are just exactly who they are, no more no less, and I appreciate that honesty. And they are not in the least concerned that I am trying to kill them. I’m concerned that they are trying to kill me but that’s me. Trying to hang out with them has given me some amazing insights and has cleared up my thinking. Maybe that is all I have for today. There is more but maybe I need to digest it some. Thank you for letting me share. It seems like the only thing to do. I am in close to the action and someone needs to know what that is like.

My birthday coming up next week on Wednesday. I will be at the hospital all day for treatment. I left enough hints there that I should get a cupcake with an electric candle maybe if I’m good. Ah, what fun.

I have to go and make it happen, yours always, love, Felipe of the elk jammies.