I heard so many nice sayings this morning that would have be great springboards for a blog post but I forgot almost all of that. Oh well, I only need one to write one post anyway. I saw a son of a friend of mine and I asked how his parents were doing and he replied, “Oh, chugging along.” There, that is a springboard.

On one hand chugging along is good but it stuck me at the moment as sort of unexciting. Like we’re here but just going through the motions. Yes, yes chugging along is far better than being sick and infirmed but it is not saying much.
And not that I still don’t love my friends but it is that I want things better for people and for us.

I’m looking up pedestrian in the big fat paper dictionary. And what does it say Felipé? Pedestrian as a noun is “a person walking along a road or in a developed area.” And as an adjective it is “lacking inspiration or excitement; dull…” But wait, what does it say is the definition of a pilgrim? “pilgrim – a person who journeys to a sacred place for religious reasons.”

Well, this is all semi interesting Felipé but where are you going with this? Good question and maybe nowhere but look I am out of time for the moment. Maybe we could just ponder that and work on it later.

Lunchtime loves, Felipé.

Oh look, a little patch of blue sky, a hopeful sign. We could use a little dry out in between the rains. Well, they have all been light rains, showers really. Don’t want to scare anyone away.

I am having a conversation with Karen of Cambridge our Caminoheads England Bureau Chief. We are talking of the importance of inspiration in our ability to keep going on our cancer camino. Spell check doesn’t like an “s” on the end of camino to make it plural. And maybe that is better that way, yes? Maybe we share this camino although we have never met in person.

And I realize that in my case the importance of myths and quests in my daily going forward that serve to organize my life for me. They organize the chaos of cancer and other things. They simplify and streamline the jungle of it to let me pass through on my way. I realize that I am not using earthly logic here with this method of navigation. Somehow I have been able to be maneuver outside of the standard thinking and that has given me some sort of advantage in this journey.

There is a “for instance” here that I would like to mention because it is screaming at me presently. When we read the Beatitudes or the Sermon on the Mount in the book of Matthew we quickly run into the difference between earthly logic and heavenly logic. All our standard knowledge and thinking don’t seem to fit there anywhere. We are forced to start questioning our normal ways of thinking about things. Standard doesn’t work anymore.

And I am not saying that my view of my situation is somehow heavenly logic but it certainly is influenced by it. Or at least I was able to break with standard thinking by understanding that there are possibilities of other ways. Just sort of babbling here. All of a sudden I am self-conscious. Anyway I got that out for the world.

Looking forward in a few moments of getting some time in the corn. Weed control is the name of the game presently. One hour spent here now will be worth ten down the road.

OK, have to leave you, things call. Off we go loves, Felipé.

Oh, not a holdup but I had another obstacle in the clinical trial of my cancer treatment. After my testing yesterday my number that was too high was still just slightly too high so I have another week off. It is coming down to the good range but not quite good enough for the protocol. So, one more week of good energy with no chemicals and the corn will appreciate it I am sure.

Am I seeing everything in terms of the corn, well maybe I am. Cris had a comment today sort of implying that. Well, could be worse, a lot worse. At some point lately I started realizing all the little myths and quests that I would think up to keep myself excited and going. None of it is so-called “real” or “factual” it is just Philthink. I hope I am making slight sense. Some of my best blog posts are in this category.

So, yea, it’s all happening as usual and this and that needs to be contended with but we march on, we walk on, we journey on. If we hear the music in our heads that keeps us sane during all this we are truly blessed.

Love you immensely, alperfect, later, Felipé.

Off to the city this afternoon for a checkin at the hospital. And taking Jessika to the airport for her trip to Rome. In the meantime the sun is out over Raven Ranch. The corn and the weeds are growing. I can put some energy and time in on weed control since the intermittent rain is watering it just dandy.

Let me take some time and energy right here to work on the NEWS ABOUT THE CAMINOHEADS CONVENTION:

Just to repeat some of the important stuff. We are having open house here at the ranch August 23- 26th. That’s four days of activities with plenty of time for gabbing and telling lies with fellow pilgrims. Most of the Bureau Chiefs will be here. I am assigning BC’s with duties while they are here and we will have a few meetings.

If you are flying in you need to arrive at SeaTac airport. Find your way to the Washington State Fauntleroy Ferry Dock in West Seattle, half hour from the airport. Cross over to Vashon on ferry that takes cars and passengers. We will in most cases be able to pick you up from the ferry dock here on the Vashon side if you are on foot. We will need a certain amount of rental cars so if you can afford one please get one.

We have plenty of camping available for tents and camper vehicles. We will have porta potties. We will have an outdoor kitchen available for campers.

This will be corn season and we should have plenty of corn to provide some for everyone. We can bbq, grill and potluck our way through this. Vashon has two supermarkets and a dozen eateries.

I am sure that there are plenty of b and b’s available if you get one early. Please RSVP at caminoheads@outlook.com before June 15th with the number in your party.

I am expecting around fifty interesting people to show up. Father Tom Hall is coming as is filmmaker Annie O’Neil. Cris Milher will be here from Buenos Aires, William Hayes from Calgary and John Conway from Iowa. Our Puget Sound Western Washington Bureau Chief Ryck Thompson is arriving by boat naturally. My Rebecca, the fabulous Catherine y Dana combo will be here. I expect a good representation of local Caminoheads to show up.

Think about it and come if you can. It will be fun and as always memorable. In the words of Chris, Caminoheads love togethernessing. That’s the plan.

Off I go. Convention loves, Felipé.

Yesterday about five percent of the little corn shoots were in the sunshine. I was watering and started to see suspicious little protrusions. It was only after I identified places where there were three or four in a row with the right spacing that I called Jim in Buffalo to celebrate with him over the phone. It is jumping out!

It started showering today and will be through the weekend so I will get relief from the watering chore. Just raking between the corn rows to cultivate and hamper the pesky weed sprouts. Water is a concern and weeds too, feeding deer comes next. But all the corn should be up for Pilgrim Farmer John’s visit this Sunday. He has come all these miles to see us and bless the field. I’m sooo happy.

And this all is mighty big news in my world. Have to get up and go for right now. It has showered lightly outside but still may be dry enough to mow some. OK, tomorrow, love, Felipé.

The middle of the month of May and you can practically see things grow here. Mow, mow and more mowing going on. The sound of chainsaws in the neighborhood has been replaced with the racket of riding mowers hitting various items in the tallish grass, ah Spring.

In the last few days the topic of survival came up. Someone, maybe Jim, brought up this book he had just read and asked if I had read it. And that brought up the memory of my two year exploration of books on survival. That was mostly outdoor survival or survival in the military sense with some prison camp thrown in. I pretty much read all there was to read on the topic and one day moved on to something else, a next phase but learn a lot and it proved to be valuable to me in my cancer camino.

Last evening I located this book that I bought at the time of the Chilean Mine Collapse back ten, twelve years ago. I was so impressed by the teamwork and expertise of the parties involved to get all the miners out of there in good shape. We all watched it on TV and it added to my bank of knowledge on the topic.

So, back to the original question recently of whether I had read a particular survival book. I think I answered in some smart ass way that I was too busy writing my own survival story at the moment. Which is one hundred percent truthful. That is exactly the situation. And one of the things that is just becoming apparent is the eerie similarity between my book of the year last year Radical Remission about cancer survival with this book The Survivors Club that I am introducing to you today. The table of contents are sooo similar.

Both books are about survival but in different realms. One side could definitively learn fro the other side like I did accidentally. Well, very nice.

Walking in a few moments. The best to you where you are, love, Felipé.

Pretty much looks like summer around here although fresher and greener. Lots of stuff blooming.

Monday 0900-1000
Tuesday 1600-1700
Thursday 0900-1000
Sunday 1600-1700

Love, Felipé.

Father David gave a wonderful homily today at Mass on Mother’s Day. You can tell that he must have had a great relationship with his Mother to come up with that kind of a talk. Some of us it seems have had more complicated relationships. But me that as it may I now know that Mother Mary is there for all of us nonstop as it were.

Jim and Gloria are off back to Buffalo. The corn is in and happy, so far so good. I am going to catch some lunch and get out there to start watering and cultivating. I am so going to be on top of the weeds this year. It was great to see my corn friends again, maybe there is another planting in us for next year.

It is so peaceful right now as I write to you. I guess having company is fun and not having company is fun, a win win. Sherie from San Diego is supposed to be here this afternoon for the Sunday walk at 4. I’ll be ready for that.

So, to all Mom’s out there, blessed be your day there. You are doing lovely important work. It is always good to remember your contribution to our well being. Thank you, you are appreciated.

Off to lunch. Sunday kind of loves, Felipé.

Early = Sugar Buns, Middle = Bodacious and Late = Golden Jubilee.

During these breaks in the chemotherapy I try my best to put on the pounds that I will need to get me through the next hard spot on the trail. Jim and I went to my bible class this morning and stopped at the grocery store on the way back. He kindly bought me six cartons of ice cream to help in my effort. Saying that this is the fastest easiest way. OK, doctor’s orders on this.

The weather continues to be summery and we are off after I get done here with this post to water the 🌽 corn 🌽. My babies, all 1600 of them. Did you like the pics yesterday? Jim Meiklejohn took those to give him credit. He is a good photographer and our friend. Many there are a few more to post today, I’ll look.

So, I got some more positive feedback on my poem/prayer that I read at National Day of Prayer. I am so happy that it resonated with so many folks. Part of one comment was that yes, inspiration can come from bad things. Yup, that’s part of the Camino of it all and a large part of the Cancer Camino.

OK, up up and away. Saturday sort of loves, Felipé.

Yesterday we got all the corn seed planted, tucked away in the nice moist warm soil. It’s all in the right place with the right spacing and depth, quality AND quantity. Thank you to old friends Jim and Gloria and new friend another Jim who took the nice pics.

So, now to combat the weeds. Every year I vow to not let them get ahead of me and every year I fail to greater or lesser extent. You know the Garden of Eden didn’t have any weeds. Yea, just saying.

Another beautiful day in the making so time to water the corn and plant some trees that Jim brought from Buffalo for us. We are off to tapas at Catherine and Dana’s at 1700. Trying to figure out how to FaceTime with Cris CSABC from there. Pretty near alperfect around here!

Nice moist warm loves (can I say that?), Felipé.