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A Foggy Morning

Janet, happy to be walking Phil's Camino.
Janet, happy to be walking Phil’s Camino.

It was foggy this AM when I awoke. To me it’s a sign of late summer, of harvest time coming. These are luscious days here. But we fly out today to points south to be with the film, to go to a wedding.

The film is doing fantastically well. To me the lovely thing has a life of it’s own as it does what it does to audiences hither and yon. This coming up is the premier LA showing. It is so amazing to think of all that has happened over the last two years. If I am not wrong we started walking in France two years ago tomorrow. And Todd and Jessica were there then, our newlyweds to be, documenting this great new adventure.

Before we leave the film I just want to say thank you once again to everyone involved. What an amazing effort it has been, what a journey in itself. So many people have contributed, supported, cheered, offered. Life is good, you are good.

So, doing the final packing here this morning. I think I will walk a lap around Phil’s Camino and say my rosary for the world. We continue with confidence, love you, as always, Alperfect, SoBlessed, Felipe.x

How Is It?

In the soft light...
In the soft light…

I remember vividly talking about this two years ago as I walked with Laura in the dust of Spain. We had time, we had occasion and inclination to talk, to find out. It is still going on and I throughly appreciate that. What that is is the feeling and confidence that I am being gently handed from one great caring personality to another as time goes on. There are glitches but in general there are amazing people that love me and they “carry” me exactly when I need them. How does that work?

In some ways I am powerful and in some ways I am fragile. And that fragility is being handled by a number of people in my life that I am so grateful for. And perhaps the areas where I am powerful are helping someone else out. That is probably true. We have the ability to buoy each other up through thick and thin it looks like.

Life always seems to be much more complex and rich than we think or at least I think. It is always surprising me with it’s surprises. Right now at this moment I am feeling grateful for all you that have your finger on the pulse of my life. It is all so amazing. Feeling SoBlessed. Love on a Tuesday, Felipe.x

Annie’s Film News 7/25/16

On the road with Phil's Camino.
On the road with Phil’s Camino.

Hey there Felipe-
A short movie monday because of preparations for this week! Thursday night our LA Premiere, and today is the last day to RSVP (of course I will fit anyone else in, but we really want a head count to give the theater so they can plan where to put us).

I am attaching the invitation in case you can put that up.

The really big news that has kind of gotten lost in my putting all my attention on LA and your upcoming visit, and the wedding (that is a whole other post!!!) is that PHIL’S CAMINO will be screening in seattle on Sunday July 31. While we will be at Todd and Jessica’s wedding, PHIL’S CAMINO will be part of the STIFF Film Festival. Here is the link for tickets: Phil’s Camino + Sensational Short Films STIFF 2016

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Phil’s Camino + Sensational Short Films STIFF 2016
Phil’s Camino Directed by Jessica Lewis & Annie Oneil Free spirit Phil, a man living with Stage 4 cancer and dreaming of walking the 500 mile spiritual pilgrimage C…
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I believe that Wiley and Dom and Jordan and Dr. Zucker will be going, and may even do the Q&A afterwards! So cool! If only we could be in two places at once right!?!

OK, gotta run, we are going to do the final fixes on the film this morning! We tweaked the sound mix and score last week, and today it is fixing some very minor issues so that Thursday’s screening will be the best ever!

Love to you and Caminoheads everywhere <3 Peace- Annie Annie O Neil Director/Producer: Phil's Camino www.philscamino.com Co-producer and Pilgrim: Walking the Camino: Six Ways to Santiago www.caminodocumentary.org Author: Everyday Camino with Annie www.everydaycaminowithannie.com 310-403-4228

Yea, Chocolate Pie For Tapas, Why Not?

The morning sky.
The morning sky.

Beautiful morning here on Vashon Island. We locals have a greeting where we say, “Another day in paradise!” Yea, high summer here and things sort of don’t get any better.

I still feel like a day behind on my blog since I missed publishing on Saturday. I miss a Saturday now and then. But we had a nice walk yesterday, Sunday, and then tapas. Commando Bill and his lovely wife Janeen have been all inspired about cooking lately and we have been benefiting from that around the tapas table. They brought a shrimp dish and a chocolate pie. The chocolate pie was a little rowdy for tapas but we did our best to choke it down. Hehe.
Thanks Janeen, it was delicious! And the shrimp/pie combo reminded me of one of my memorable breakfasts along the Camino in Spain of sardines and chocolate. Never a dull moment.

We have a walk this AM. Travis, an old friend of ours is supposed to show up. Someone who we haven’t seen for four or five years. We will walk and catch up.

Starting to think about packing for our big trip to Southern California coming up on Wednesday. We have people to see that are old friends and also folks associated with the film to see that we have never met. That’s exciting! Then the wedding of super Caminoheads Todd and Jessica will be very cool. And three showings of Phil’s Camino with three Q&A’s, two panel discussions and a partridge in a pear tree. Yup, coming soon.

Have to go for now. I hear there is a pic of me on FaceBook this morning. Amy my neighbor caught me out in the corn weeding. OK, you all, make it happen today, love, Felipe.x

Two Great Guests

Blue and orange out in My Rebecca's garden.
Blue and orange out in My Rebecca’s garden.

Sorry that I didn’t get a blog post out yesterday, too busy I guess. But had two great guests then and that took up my time. So yea, blame it on them. Well, I don’t mean it like that but I did run out of time.

Then My Rebecca took me to a cultural event last night, a community theater production of Chicago. We are working on getting ideas for our own musical with the working title Cancer the Musical. So, it was research and development.

Oh, there is a nice breeze right now keeping the heat away. Just got a comment from Carol from Southern California that it is really really hot down there were we are going on Wednesday for the weekend. We’ll probably wilt since we are so unused to that.

So yesterday Janet showed up on a trip up from LA. She saw a rough cut of the film with Annie and wanted to make the pilgrimage here. She walked last summer, the Camino Frances. She started out three months ago emailing and reading Caminoheads blog.

Then just yesterday, Amon, a friend of a friend showed up and we grabbed him to come walk. He had biked the Camino with friends back in 09 so he had good things to add to the conversation. They both had time to watch Phil’s Camino also.

That’s what it looked like yesterday. Then today we had the afternoon walk and tapas and four people showed up. That was fun. Then over to Quick Rick and Carolyn’s for dinner. Kelly joined us. Did we really do all that?

Yup, I’m bushed. Will catch you tomorrow, love, Felipe.

Thunderstorm Half The Night

How important is color?
How important is color?
It didn’t sound like there was any lightning just rumbling. Sort of a violent lullaby, part of the old Wild Kingdom around here.

I’m off to the hospital today to get Pancho, my portable chemo pump back. Hoping to run into some interesting people there. Maybe pick up some more material for Cancer the Musical. My Rebecca is hot on this and we are starting to sketch out characters.

Strange times now with the political conventions going on. I’ll be really glad when it is over and we can return to our normal selves. We will weather the storm just like we always do. I have a vivid memory of sitting in my Volkswagen bug in the dark listening to the 1968 Democratic Convention on the radio. Those were tumultuous times there and we survived and learned from them. Makes me want to listen to Janis Joplin one more time.

OK, starting to get ready for our California Dreamin Tour. We have like two weeks of stuff crammed into six days. Are we ready for that Felipe?

Just finished Eileen Elliott’s book Miles of Pies. She was here to walk and left a copy for us. It is all about the life and times of her family who farmed in South Dakota. Man, we are talking resilience, fortitude and that kind of good stuff. The kind of stuff we need a little of today.

Thanks for putting up with me. Off to make something out of the day, love you with all my resilience and fortitude, Felipe.x

Outta State Visitors

Bill the Cancer Commando is growing this exotic corn variety that is super early.  What an over achiever!
Bill the Cancer Commando is growing this exotic corn variety that is super early. What an over achiever!

Hi you’ll, up early today thanks to steroids in my whowy zowy chemo. But I am trying to make the most of it. I just wanted to tell you of something that occurred yesterday on my way home from the hospital in Seattle.

I love the phenomenon of what happens when folks enter a new and different environment. People come into your environment, for example, and have a blast checking it out, when you have taken the same place for granted for how many years now? I had a close encounter yesterday on the ferry with a really great example of this.

I followed a green mini van onto the ferry, a family van with CA plates. We parked along the port rail, me right behind them. About one second later the doors exploded open and the whole crew was out pointing at the details and taking pix. They were practically hang off the side checking out all the sea life. Loved it, what enthusiasm. “Oh look, a jellyfish!” They were great.

And we are traveling to California next week to do our monthly movie duty. We will be in LA, La Jolla and San Diego. So we will hopefully be as delighted with that exotic environment. Can’t wait. Not only new place but new folks.
We will be blogging away from there.

Enthusiastic loves, Felipe of the North.

Seattle’s OTHER Film Festival

(Phil’s Camino will be showing at this festival held at the old Rainer Brewery later this month.)

A New Word

An explosion of daisies.
An explosion of daisies.

It’s been a long time since we rolled out “Alperfect” which was fun. “Swimmingly” was fun too but we didn’t make that one up, we found it. Finding is good too. So, we are constantly on the lookout for fun, right?

OK, drumroll! And I can’t say we spent a lot of time and treasure on this, as it occurred in a flash. How about: SoBlessed!? Yea, it acknowledges our situation of being loved by God. It acknowledges cosmic advantage. It acknowledges our incredible good luck!

And it is not that I am always aware of this good luck. I bitch and I moan like I did this morning on my trip to the Treatment Center. Just didn’t feel totally on top of things this time. But right in the middle of all that this new word appeared, lovely right?

So, time for lunch. You all have an outstanding SoBlessed day out there! Love, Felipe.x

The Camino Calls

Felipe, Annie and Padre Tomas, dangerous characters all, on the Camino of life.
Felipe, Annie and Padre Tomas, dangerous characters all, on the Camino of life.

“Men wanted for hazardous journey. Small wages. Bitter cold. Long months of complete darkness. Constant danger. Safe return doubtful. Honour and recognition in case of success.”

Those were like magic words as five thousand guys answered that newspaper add. This was 1914 and Sir Ernest Shackleton was getting a crew together for an Antarctic expedition. What a wordsmith. I think I’ll put that up on the frig. And thanks to Terry Hershey’s blog, Sabbath Moments, for that.

Well, the Camino is not quite that harrowing these days, hopefully. Could change the bitter cold to bitter heat though. But seriously, pilgrimage in the old days was sort of like that. I am reading some material that Catalina just sent to me on the topic. I am supposed to be on an interfaith panel on pilgrimage down in LA and I want to make sure that I am up to speed, so I have been studying.

One other little factoid that I uncovered was the number of old pilgrimage shells that have shown up in Europe. A cherished memento of the trip may be in the family archives. Is that species of shellfish which we know as the Camino shell common on the Atlantic coast of Spain and not the Mediterranean? There is something for someone to investigate. Do we have a clamologist onboard?

We have a walk and tapas this afternoon, a party, a send off, before my treatment day tomorrow. But before that I have to get out to the corn and continue the weeding operation. I promised myself that I would get that slicked up before the trip to Southern California.

OK, constant danger loves, Felipe.x