I sat down at my desk and keyboard to start working on my SubBlog for Felipe for this 7th day of August, 2020. I happened to glance at my wall calendar to confirm the date and saw that the month displayed was FEBRUARY! Does that not just speak volumes for what this crazy year has been like? Five months of the year eclipsed without my need to consult the yearly calendar! Nothing to schedule ahead for, no date to “work around” for competing activities, no week-long events that have been part of our life flow forever.
I at least have the advantage over so many others in that the seasons dictate my life flow more than days, weeks, or months. Spring, for preparing and feeding the land and for planting the seeds that will become, hopefully, our financial livelihood. Summer, which we are now just reaching the apex of, for tending those growing crops, and keeping in check all those other growing plants that, if in the wrong place, have become “weeds”. Fall, when all of that tilling and tending and watching-over is transformed in short order to the intensity of harvest. A nervous “weather-eye” always present to predict a calamity that can, in a pitifully short time, derail all those carefully laid plans for a smooth harvest. And Winter, for 40 years our most difficult season, as livestock require more care and feeding then than at any other time. But, semi-retirement has lifted that burden, and now it is more plan and regroup time, and if things go well, some get-away time.
Which brings me to the actual intended theme of this post. I”ve been thinking frequently lately about the “seasons” of our lives, and it dawned on me, maybe a little too clearly, that I’ve entered “The fourth quarter”. Even if I live to be a hundred (not likely or even much desired), I’m in THAT quarter. (My much-weathered tree image above could relate to that condition.) And this thought subject relates to one of the (many!) things that fascinated me about our Hero Felipe. Those of us in my age bracket who are blessed to enjoy “good health”, can be fairly confident that we have a good dozen or so years left to enjoy and experience all that life has to offer. In contrast, for most of the last decade, our Phil didn’t know if he was in the “last quarter” or already thrust into “overtime”. This evokes the emotional scene from “Phil’s Camino” movie where he searches for that elusive “Just one more line”. But, to his lasting fame, he has handled it like a veteran quarterback who relies on carrying out the game plan all the way to the anticipated victory. He was smart enough, and humble enough, to listen to and learn from all his “coaches” and side-line advisors.
And, just as importantly, it was up to him to decide just what “victory” would look like, what “victory” would mean to him and his family and his Camino Following scattered all over the world. Reading his Blog all these years we get to be inside his brain as he dissects all the elements of his condition. How he looks at all the individual components, and how they can fluctuate from good to bad to unknown to indifferent.
And keep in mind, this is all going on during Phil’s “fourth quarter”, and the clock is running, but is the clock for him or against him? In our own personal world, there are so many times when we urge the clock to Hurry Up! And then there are times when we beg it to Slow Down!
Phil and I both benefit from the long ingrained knowledge/faith that our Last Quarter here on Earth, is just a warm-up practice game for the never ending really big show that comes after that.
To close this out, how often have we missed the “big game” and know how it ended, and are really bummed that we missed it, but in the interest of saving time to see it, we just tune in to the “Fourth Quarter”. I didn’t even get to meet Phil until both of our Fourth Quarters had started, but I wouldn’t have missed it for the world!
Semper Fi,
Pilgrim Farmer John
(Thank you John, you are a very important part of this whole lashup. Or maybe it just wouldn’t be the same without you. Very nice post but I wanted it in February! Look at your calendar once in a while! Hehe!)
Stirring and powerful words. Thank you, Pilgrim Farmer John. You should write the preface for Kathyrn and Phil’s Blog Compilation!
Henriette Anne
Thanks, Henriette!
I actually wondered if this piece would have something to add to an introduction to their book.
PFJ
Dear world,
How have I become so lucky to meet Phil AND PF John???!!! And how have I become so lucky to be a part of this space, where I can read things like this post and Phil’s posts, and learn from them? Sometimes, the urgent obscures the essential, and rarely the essential is urgent, not even “often”…
To read this blog, written by a farmer, who is obsessed by the weather, and pulls thoughts out from walking in circles in his property and have conversations over a table under a tree, always brings me back to the essential. To read it daily, makes me see what I miss during my day sitting in a desk behind the screens, in an office with heaters or air conditioning, in a city, where I also have access to ripe tomatoes and tropical fruits in the middle of the winter. How is it possible to appreciate the seasons in such a situation?… and how would I be able to appreciate that the seasons in nature are just the way this universe (or God or nature, you name it), of telling me that this is the same that will happen in my life?… Isn’t the same reason why we find that The Camino also teaches things just by crossing the Pyrenees, the Meseta, and Galician landscapes…?
In any case, all I am trying to say rambling on this comment, is that I am extremely lucky and extremely grateful for having been given the chance to cross my path in life with Phil and through him with Farmer John, and so many other pilgrims, walking also the different seasons of this life path, and share the experiences all together.
Loving and grateful Loves,
Cris
Dearest Cris,
The true beauty of all this is that we all have a deeper sense of “thankfulness” in our everyday lives. As much as anything, we develop a more intense thankfulness for each other, and this connectedness comes from our mutual immersion all things Camino.
SF,
PFJ
Dear Pilgrim Father John.
Thank you for this well written summary on Life in the final quarter.
Being a member of this group ( 75 and looking forward ) I consider it a privilege to be still on this Incredible Planet.
Carpé Diem is the motto I attempt to live by.
Today is the first day of the rest of my Life.
I believe this Journey is indeed the “warm up”for what’s to come.
Thank You.
Ahhhh, PFJ, it is late at night, and I stopped in here to just see what is on Felipe’s mind. So nice to run into you here! I had to laugh about your calendar: ours is still on March! What a fascinating concept you bring us: the Fourth Quarter. The time when it is all decided. The quarter people tune in for. Wow! Think about that, although obviously you have, haha. But we put so much emphasis on youth in our culture, yet it is the Fourth Quarter that traditionally draws the most interest in a game. We know how our game of Life will turn out, though, right? We all win! We all get to go back to pure energy, freedom from physical constraints! I’m not in my fourth quarter yet, but I sure am glad I got to meet you all! Forever grateful, Annie
Hey Precious Annie!
In my comment to Phil today, I talked about “ripples”. Encountering your presence among those ripples has been such a wonderful Blessing for me and mine! And one of the nice things about ripples is that they don’t destroy or cover up things, they just sooth along in the touching and pass on to the next thing, bringing a little bit of what they just touched with them. You’re good like that. 🙂
Luvya,
PFJ