Dear Caminoheads,
One of the other paragraph of Tesia’s words last Saturday that remains in my brain~heart~soul are these below. For the most part, I am a “methodical” person; it was reinforced in my training at university, it is part of my current job where we guide ourselves by following protocols and doing things all the time as much as possible in the very exact same way. But I find myself so many times going down the path Tesia described… “Oh, it is raining… bla bla bla…”
“Well, in this real life fairy tale that we are in now, It occurs to me, God favors the Phil in a similar way. It’s not a direct comparison…but I think dad also had a fairly simple outlook. Dad had a simple idea. A couple of simple ideas. He would walk the camino in Spain, and in the meantime, that he would create his own. And if this is a fairy tale, there are many magical creatures and fairy godmothers who came in, and you know who you are. But anyway, my point is the simplicity of the camino idea. It is just a path! And he did not overthink it, in the sense that did not talk himself out of it. If it had been me, I would have said “well, that was really fun to have that cool idea. If I act on it, here’s what will happen: I’ll wake up on many mornings, and it will be raining. I won’t want to walk. I’ll have so many other things to do. Or, it won’t feel like God is walking with me. The idea will lose its magic…it won’t feel like the platonic ideal, it will be corrupted by all manner of things in reality. But in this tale, God rewards the Phil who has the simple idea, and with a simple outlook says, I have this idea, and so that is what I am going to do. I’ll do my part every day. God might intervene, my doctors might intervene, but I’ll do my simple part every day. “
What would happen if for one of those things we always have had in mind, we just decide to do it? As the commercial: “Just do it”. Not overthinking, not pondering all the “but”, forgetting about the to-do list for whatever time “this thing” takes… Anyway, it is late here and now, I have a ton to think about!
Anti bla bla bla… loves,
Cris
Tesia’s eulogy was so beautiful.
A poem fragment recently that said Phil…
keeps moving, changing pace and approach,
but not direction
“every step an arrival”
Denise Levertov, Overland to the Islands
Perhaps a quote from Plotinus on the trip of the human soul?’the flight of the Alone to the Alone’.
Thanks, Cris. Thanks, Tesia. Thanks, Phil. This applies to my writing. Don’t overthink it. Keep it simple. Show up every day, rain or shine.
Keep on walking love,
Henriette Anne
Thank you, Cris, for doing your small part everyday, including the posting of this blog. I look forward always to reading it, whether it’s something Phil wrote once upon a time, whether it’s the sharing a poem or insight, or a post from another Bureau Chief, or just your own news from Buenos Aries. Somehow it keeps us tethered together in common community. Gracias.
I agree wholeheartedly Catherine.
Not ready to let go of this community and communion of saints quite yet.