Oh, not a holdup but I had another obstacle in the clinical trial of my cancer treatment. After my testing yesterday my number that was too high was still just slightly too high so I have another week off. It is coming down to the good range but not quite good enough for the protocol. So, one more week of good energy with no chemicals and the corn will appreciate it I am sure.
Am I seeing everything in terms of the corn, well maybe I am. Cris had a comment today sort of implying that. Well, could be worse, a lot worse. At some point lately I started realizing all the little myths and quests that I would think up to keep myself excited and going. None of it is so-called “real” or “factual” it is just Philthink. I hope I am making slight sense. Some of my best blog posts are in this category.
So, yea, it’s all happening as usual and this and that needs to be contended with but we march on, we walk on, we journey on. If we hear the music in our heads that keeps us sane during all this we are truly blessed.
Love you immensely, alperfect, later, Felipé.
Though the quests and stories may not be factual, they may I think be real. As true things are. God is not factual, he just is. If seeing my illness as a pilgrimage, keeps me moving towards myself and God, I think that is a good story.
Enjoy the week without chemo, breathe in the sunshine and the growing corn. Return to your quest stronger.
Karen ~ Off on myths and quests like Don Quixote. These are the things that keep me alive. Let us send the message that others should consider this path. Never met you but I miss you the same. Have a good day. Felipé.x